Did not expect to record this nor expect to have a breakdown tonight. You quickly learn when dealing with death and dying, never plan for anything and plan for everything. As in the days may be great or they may be terrible. After what was several positive days. the past few have been a struggle. One thing that has helped and trust me, I hate doing this, is a good cry. I also make an important request of what you can do to help me. It’s not what you might think. Thanks for putting up with me.